Well it's been longtime and i almost forgot that i ever had a blog of my own :).
Professional life has become more busier than before and was not really liking this change in life.
I always hated mechanical life and it seems that now i am almost living mechanical life only having limited quality life with family or friends or books. Rarely get a glance of person who is fully happy from inside. Every one seems to be acting happy or portraying happiness to envy others. I don't know when it is going to end Or when i can sit an hour without any thought. Is it possible to keep my brain blank ? It is weird but you never know. May be i am thinking in ascetic way. I don't see anything different for my friends and colleagues. May be i should go to serene place for few months and spend quality life or may be should stroke life machine with strokes of happy colors..keep trying .. :)
Professional life has become more busier than before and was not really liking this change in life.
I always hated mechanical life and it seems that now i am almost living mechanical life only having limited quality life with family or friends or books. Rarely get a glance of person who is fully happy from inside. Every one seems to be acting happy or portraying happiness to envy others. I don't know when it is going to end Or when i can sit an hour without any thought. Is it possible to keep my brain blank ? It is weird but you never know. May be i am thinking in ascetic way. I don't see anything different for my friends and colleagues. May be i should go to serene place for few months and spend quality life or may be should stroke life machine with strokes of happy colors..keep trying .. :)
